Former All Black player Campbell Johnstone has publicly come out as gay on New Zealand television in a first for the national rugby team.
The 43-year-old prop, who played three Tests in 2005, had already told his family and close friends before coming out on the TVNZ network’s One News channel.
“If I can be the first All Black that comes out as gay and take away the pressure, I guess, the stigma surrounding that whole issue then it can actually help other people and then the public will know that there is one in amongst the All Blacks,” Johnstone said.
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“It could possibly be one of the final pieces in the public puzzle for New Zealand sports-wise and it could be a very vital piece that just gives everyone closure.
“If I open up that door and magically make that closet disappear, then we’re going to help a lot of people.”
The All Blacks praised his decision on Twitter, mentioning his national team player number 1056.
“Much love and support for All Black #1056 Campbell Johnstone for having the courage to share his story and helping create a more inclusive game,” the All Blacks tweet said.
Johnstone opened up about living “a double life” and “living a lie,” trying to portray the stereotypes of a rugby player.
“We had a phrase in rugby saying if you could look yourself in the mirror and be honest with yourself then you’ve done enough. Here I was looking in the mirror, haven’t been honest with my teammates; and that puts a lot of pressure on and just builds up on you,” he said.
“I pushed that side of me down deeper and deeper … I went to some interesting places.”
New Zealand Rugby CEO Mark Robinson said Johnstone’s strength and visibility “will pave the way for others”.
“Rugby is a sport that is welcoming to everyone and a place where people should feel safe to be who they are,” he said.
Robinson said NZ Rugby knows there are people who have not always been comfortable to be who they are in rugby.
“We want to be clear, no matter who you love, rugby has your back.”
Sport Minister and openly gay MP Grant Robertson shared his support for Johnstone on Instagram.
“A big moment. And a huge thanks to Campbell Johnstone for blazing this trail,” Robertson wrote.
“It’s important to create an inclusive environment in sport at all levels, and that starts at the top.”
